Shunya ki oor

After two self enlightening days of my life I am here back again in my coffin preparing to live a life - fruitless and devoid of human relations; a life which is governed by money and dictated by moneymakers. Yes I am living a hellish life, but what to do...because it is the only way by which i know find myself self-sufficient and we all know what it means.

Life as a philosopher describes, is a ever changing conglomeration of experiences; and it is these experiences

which have made me realise that i too am very introvertish despite evry person i know who so ever had acquaintance with me would be probably denying it.

What is the purpose of life this is what many-a-times you might have also wondered.... Probably live fruitfully...We often keep revisiting this question but always to find ourselves at a same place as five years or 10 or 15 but this thing is Never going to be clear. Even in your last breaths you would be trying to search an meaningful answer to it but everything in despair. So Probably this is the reason we are so accustomed to change the world we live it, make adjustments with systems etc. to make ourself worthy enough as to forget about the latter.

Haa........ you might have got frustated....... what is this guy speaking
Just retracing back his path.

But the thing is the answer lies in this cyclical process as Mr. Devdutt Pattanaik has rightly suggested..

I feel light hearted now as i have found what i need to do after 2 days of traumatic experiences of emotions and feelings or rather i should say after 24 years of my life.

But Still as duty calls I need be to fruitless again....